Saturday, February 21, 2009

... Something completely and utterly random.

Okay, two things. First of all, I have noticed a new and disturbing pattern in my dreams... A few weeks ago, I dreamed, 3 nights in a row, dreams in which one of my minicrushes came in. Which was odd. Then, 3 nights ago, I had a dream of another minicrush (I have many minicrushes thanks to puberty and hormones, and it irritates me beyond belief). The next night, I had a dream of the same minicrush. Then, last night, I had a dream of the minicrush who I first dreamed of. It's really annoying.

I can't remember the details of the first 3 dreams. Only 3 scenes stuck with me. One, in an apple orchard, in a video game created by my mind, (whenever I approached someone, a green a button appeared, like in Gamecube games) the minicrush was there, looking at a tree, or more specifically, a green little apple in the tree that was beginning to turn red. I went up to him, talked to him (He turned around kinda like how Runescape NPCs turn around when you talk to him). The conversation was something along the lines of : me: The trees are beautiful, aren't they? Him: Huh? Oh, yeah, sure. Me: You know, I really need to tell you something.... Him: What? Me: .... Never mind. Or something along those lines, although probably with slightly different wording. Then, a little box popped up, like it might in a video game, saying "You have unlocked a Heart Event! Would you like to activate it now?" and I somehow pressed yes. I walked up right behind him, and then hugged him. Of all things. And then I whispered, "The trees are really, really nice to look at." And he blushed. Which I have never seen the real him do. And I find that shocking. He mumbled something, and then I was about to reply, when suddenly the apple he had been staring at grew and ripened, and it was in the shape of a heart.... I was going to pick it, and then I woke up. Probably I remembered that scene because A. It was embarrassing and B. It was the last scene in the dream, and I tend to remember the last scenes best.

The second scene I can remember was considerably less romantic (Thank god!). He and I and a few more people from some of my classes were on a giant inflatable obstacle/treasure hunt course. We had to find 10 vials of liquid, and something to put it in, and then have someone drink it. So we ran around on the course, found the ten vials, and a beaker, and we poured it together. It exploded with golden light, and then when it was done, it was a golden liquid. They told me I had to drink it, (of course) and so I drank it... and got drunk. In a manner of speaking. Suddenly, I wasn't thinking straight, and I walked around in circles for a while, staring at the ceiling, until my minicrush happened to be in the way of my circle (because I had been making the circle bigger and bigger) and so naturally I tripped, knocked us both down, and I became undrunk as I pitched forwards, so I was perfectly aware that I had fallen on him, and then I woke up. It's less romantic because the only thing that influenced it was the drink (Which I'm assuming was something like enchanted alchohol.)

And then the third scene was the most embarrassing to me... It was raining, and I was walking around with an umbrella, and I saw him passed out in the middle of the road, so I was like, "Oh my god!" and I picked him up somehow (He's a lot taller than me) and carried him to my house (Not my house in real life, for some reason) and I put him in a giant bed in a guest room, and then I noticed that he had a fever, and then I remembered how in a book if you lie with someone with a fever then the fever will go down, so I got in bed (I have no clue why, since in real life I'd wake him up and give him some Tylenol or something) and fell asleep. Then I woke up (in the dream) and he was hugging me from behind. Like, I was facing one side and he was facing towards me and hugging me. We were both fully clothed (So no lemons!) and... I got really surprised, he whispered in my ear, "Thanks," and then I woke up. So. Yeah.

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Then, the more recent dreams I can remember more of.

In the dream 3 nights ago, it was kinda a like Maximum Ride-based dream... Me and and group of people from my school were locked in a small solid metal room with only one door that was chained shut with black chains. I was pacing around the room, kicking stuff, when I stepped on a button and the chains broke. Everyone, of course, raced outside, and then I said, "I'll take charge of anyone with a red wire, everyone with a black wire go with Allison." (Everyone had a wire attached to the back of their shirt) and then the group scattered, with some with me and some fleeing with Allison. We started running down a hallway, but then a vampire/zombie cross came through the door... the walls were a sickly green color that matched the color of the vampire/zombie. My second minicrush (Who is shorter than the first, but still taller than me...) ran past through an opening between the monster and the doorway, and escaped, and everyone else started screaming and running in the other direction. In the commotion, one of the girls fell, and her glasses were knocked to the floor. "Everyone! Get to the bathroom! Be ready to lock the door!" and a wave of people blew past me and headed in the direction I pointed. But the girl who had lost her glasses was still on the ground, searching for them. The monster came up to her, cackling, about to grab her, and I was screaming, "No! Get away from there! Hurry!" when suddenly my minicrush dove back through the doorway and tackled her away from the monster. She grabbed her glasses as she was being pushed away, and then we all ran for the bathroom, and we dove in, and the others closed the door and barricaded it. Then everyone was sitting down, talking, and then my minicrush was suddenly sitting next to me on the floor, and I said, "Good job out there. I wasn't sure what to do..." And he said, "You would have known if you were in a place where you can help. You're an awesome person." And then he leaned in... and I woke up. And I'm glad. Because that would have been severely embarrassing if it had gone on.

The dream the next day was the same minicrush, and I'm going to skip all the stuff before it, because it makes me sad, because I dreamt that I had Pepper (the cutest puppy ever that I only got to have for a weekend) again, but I thought he had run away from someone, and so I'm going to skip that and get to the part with the minicrush.

He was playing a game at a restaurant that I'd been to before it a previous dream, and I wanted to join, then he came out, and we made light conversation, and then we both played the game (bouncing on giant balls, trying to knock others off) and the first time I got really lucky, because I bounced for a while, then I bounced too hard, sailed off, and knocked my minicrush off. So we tied. Then I lost repeatedly after that. Then, we went to the construction area, where there were huge piles of gravel. Our families were chatting a little ways off, and weren't paying attention to us. He was sitting at the base of a pile across from my pile, though I was sitting on top of mine. Then, a truck went by, very slowly, and when it passed, it looked like nothing happened... Until the gravel in his pile collapsed and he was buried. I shrieked, and ran to his pile, and started digging like mad. Eventually, I pulled him out, and he was still breathing, and his eyes fluttered open for a moment, and then he was rushed to a hospital.

The next day in the dream, I was in school, and he noticed me, and I heard him think, "Did she really save me? It seems like it was a dream when I saw her... maybe it was her, maybe I was hallucinating and someone else got me out."

And then last night my dream was unimportant, I just saw the first minicrush I've mentioned, and then after that my house was on fire and he appeared magically and helped us put out the fire.

So, these are the dreams that I've had, and yeah.

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... I am afraid of being alone... My black pit, my personal hell lies in wait to swallow me as soon as I give up... please say something to let me feel not so lonely....