DIEDIEDIEDIE

No one will notice if I die now, huh? because right now everyone is busy being bored. I can go to the bathroom with a knife and die and no one will care and it'll be oh so interesting to watch from hell. :D

Nngh...

ARGH! Whenever I think of Eiji, Alviss, Kukai, or any other minicrushes whether real people or anime characters... D.C (the initials of the person who I apparently actually like as far as the clues point who's other codename is Capitol) bumps into my head in the most annoyingly guilty manner! DX

The frick?!

In this summertime, I've had 2 dreams in which the person I like appeared! DX Which is bad! It makes me want to see him more... then again probably the dreams came cuz I didn't see him recently... I miss him so much... but my angst in life is greatly lessened due to the lack of school, yay. Anyhow, I have a stupid headache because today at the carwash the cars kept glinting light into my eyes and it felt like it was crisping my brain... and the cars started steaming at one point, if you looked really closely you could see where there was water on it the little scarves of steam floating off...

A question for anyone who reads this, if you die, will there be anyone who will be mad at you for dying? Not sad and crying and grieving, not cheerful, but mad at you for dying? For leaving them alone?